Clarity & Lack of Sleep...UHG they don't mesh well in my life!

It is 2:12a and I can not sleep!


Took a nap before Hawaii 5-0 because I was so tired and now I'm fucked! I need to be up in a few hours.


So I was re-reading my blog, because sometimes I need to remember what I ramble about.


Part of getting my shit together is trying to clear the Karma I have brought upon myself or others on me.


I did one thing in my life that I can say was truly a terrible thing.  Nothing extremely bad, I just went along with something and a few people got hurt along the way. One most likely still suffers from the effect even though she was so young at the time.


So I'm going to do something I NEVER do! I am going to make amends with a few people.  Not that we will ever be friends or even have a "Family" relationship again, but at least that starts to release some of the negative energy on my Karma.


Now in saying that some things, like trying to get me fired to better your own career, are completely unforgivable, as far as I am concerned that person, well lets just say I don't care. However being the stubborn person I am I need to let some thing go.  I am determined to have people in my life I love and get rid of those that make me want to kill someone!


So time to shake some bad Karma....OH this is gonna be hard! No time like the present right!


If this is what 36 brings, come on 37!